My Beautiful Angel,How do you say good-bye to someone who has been a part of your life since you was a child.I have nothing but the most wonderful memories with you.Being a part of the Mtv generation,I watched your videos everyday.In my house everytime your videos came on everyone in my family would gather around the television to watch your amazing moves and listen to your perfect voice.I imagined you as invincible that when I was told that you died,I thought everyone was lieing or that the media got it wrong,I mean Not you Not Michael Jackson.Your heart and soul so innocent and full of love,Your children still just babies,How could this happen?When I turned on the tv and heard that it was confirmed that you passed,My heart just dropped to the floor,I was in shock.My family started calling to tell me what happened and I was to upset to talk.I mean even though I had never met you,I felt as if you was a large part of my life.I hoped someday I would be able to meet you and tell you how much I love you and how much you mean to me.For months now since you parted I have been depressed,Hiding my tears and broken heart so that my family doesn't worry about me,I find myself saving all the photos and screensavers I can find of you so I can go back and look at them later.I am also so angry that the person responsible for your death is still free to practice medicine and hasn't paid for what he has done to you,Your family and the world.I wasn't ready to let you go,I don't think none of us was,I mean you were to young and your children were still babies and it was gonna be your time to shine again,You were ready.Your mother said once that as a young boy when you would watch television and commercials would come on for poverty stricken children you would turn to her with tears streaming down your face and say that you was gonna change all that one day,And you did,You found a way to help them.It stuck in my mind what she said,I used to do the same thing.I believe that god sent you to us to change the way we think and feel, To show us a better way.Sharing your talent and using the gift that God gave you is more than alot of artist in your situation have done.I have never been shaken from your innocence,I know you have never been guilty of any crimes,Your heart is to pure for that.But I do believe that even though there are so many that love you,What the rest of the world did to you wore you down.I couldn't have imagined the pain you felt.But I had so many times wished that I could have helped ease your pain.Michael you will always be a part of my life the world and it's history.I can't imagine a world without you so I choose to keep you in my heart forever,in there you can never die.I hope when it's my time that you will be there to greet me,I can't wait to hear the music you are gracing our Lord with.I love you Michael Forever.